No actually i am tired of them, bored to death actually.... I just want to be left alone!!!
I hate I have to take here and there precautions due to the psychopaths that rule....Whom i never wanted to rule over me in the first please, well actually no body..should.
Thanks so much Pannacur for your comment - that's good to know! To me that means that you're operating outside of the fear state where they want us, and in that beautiful creative state. What do you do to combat the boredom? Any books / hobbies you're into?
I live as much as i can outside society, so no outdoor eating or drinking, no dancing, no flying, etc. Only food shopping, cash only, the rest online due to the cheaper prices.
I read and research a lot especially health, due to the medical establishment that has hurt it badly(pre corona). Just bought a emt meter, still learning...
I listen to older music 50-till-85, same with movies and series, we decide what where and when to watch, or just listen to it during research. No TV stuff. We cable desktop, have 2g phones in one place of the house. No smartyness stuff on our house
We heal our selves as much as we can also our pets. Cat and dogs. I love books...
We could always keep our selves busy, that is a blessing.
I love to cook, herbs and spices. We make tinctures, ointments, working on a bodycreme that worked great for burns, I try to recreate that. Learning why you should stop shampooing you hair. We make your own distilled water, colloidal silver water, you get the point, We have been doing this for years and then 2019 march corona came. We said NO, and still do.
Even though due to my health I am still a but to much indoors, but that is gonna change real soon.
To Have a naughty sense of humor and sarcasm also works great...
please no condolences....for the next part.
My malignant narcissist paranoid dad died this summer and showed me completely what he thought of me, seeing what he left behind, yep the inheritance, the house is pretty much empty(including my mums part what was mine), fitly, disgustingly dirty, think mice and cat..dr+pi.....and their cadavers, and lot of dirty old man brown stickiness, yak!. House is decrepit as well, the garden is a jungle...........
BUT;
We are gonna make our own paradise there, well as long as we can due to the great boll-ockers, oh sorry re-setters. We have our own water there, chimneys, stoves, big basement...garden, yes veggies and gonna have chickens, turkeys, guinea fowls, ducks and geese......
We already kicked out the useless roses, i said to my hubby, if is has thorns I better can eat something of it!!! Like berries.
Due to house is left in this horrible state(but still functioning), the price went down big time and we do not have to pay that much bribe, oh, death-tax...
We also discovered that my dad+mums family are no family, they knew he was sick, and dead and cremated(they were all part of it) but nobody was willing to contact me, because thanks to my dad, it is all my fault, what ever that may be....They forgot my >30 years address, really? yep!
I am also gonna change my last name due to that, that was the final straw.
So there is a lot to look out for...I realized that most of the madness is just outside the front door.
If they break down the front-door down its over for us, but it is not that far, yet? Oh time will tell.
Biologically, the human being prepares for crisis by picking the low hanging fruit to conserve energy. This human instict that outwardly looks like apathy or laziness during times of ease, rest or peace has been used against us by smarter people ( morally deficient psychopaths )... You know....bankers and their Ilk.
Sadly, I think peace breeds boredom, and horror relieves boredom until horror itself becomes boring.
Sadly - you may be right Justin...I was just discussing this with my wife this morning, how people have it way too easy. Comfort is the enemy, as Jocko says. That's why having values, and a sense of purpose/ knowing our gifts and talents in life keeps us entertained and contributing to society. Picasso hated children's toys, and was perfectly happy drawing all day.
What's the one thing that makes you happy, that doesn't rely on the approval or social norm of others? Once we can answer this, we raise ourselves up I believe.
No actually i am tired of them, bored to death actually.... I just want to be left alone!!!
I hate I have to take here and there precautions due to the psychopaths that rule....Whom i never wanted to rule over me in the first please, well actually no body..should.
Thanks so much Pannacur for your comment - that's good to know! To me that means that you're operating outside of the fear state where they want us, and in that beautiful creative state. What do you do to combat the boredom? Any books / hobbies you're into?
Sure,
I live as much as i can outside society, so no outdoor eating or drinking, no dancing, no flying, etc. Only food shopping, cash only, the rest online due to the cheaper prices.
I read and research a lot especially health, due to the medical establishment that has hurt it badly(pre corona). Just bought a emt meter, still learning...
I listen to older music 50-till-85, same with movies and series, we decide what where and when to watch, or just listen to it during research. No TV stuff. We cable desktop, have 2g phones in one place of the house. No smartyness stuff on our house
We heal our selves as much as we can also our pets. Cat and dogs. I love books...
We could always keep our selves busy, that is a blessing.
I love to cook, herbs and spices. We make tinctures, ointments, working on a bodycreme that worked great for burns, I try to recreate that. Learning why you should stop shampooing you hair. We make your own distilled water, colloidal silver water, you get the point, We have been doing this for years and then 2019 march corona came. We said NO, and still do.
Even though due to my health I am still a but to much indoors, but that is gonna change real soon.
To Have a naughty sense of humor and sarcasm also works great...
please no condolences....for the next part.
My malignant narcissist paranoid dad died this summer and showed me completely what he thought of me, seeing what he left behind, yep the inheritance, the house is pretty much empty(including my mums part what was mine), fitly, disgustingly dirty, think mice and cat..dr+pi.....and their cadavers, and lot of dirty old man brown stickiness, yak!. House is decrepit as well, the garden is a jungle...........
BUT;
We are gonna make our own paradise there, well as long as we can due to the great boll-ockers, oh sorry re-setters. We have our own water there, chimneys, stoves, big basement...garden, yes veggies and gonna have chickens, turkeys, guinea fowls, ducks and geese......
We already kicked out the useless roses, i said to my hubby, if is has thorns I better can eat something of it!!! Like berries.
Due to house is left in this horrible state(but still functioning), the price went down big time and we do not have to pay that much bribe, oh, death-tax...
We also discovered that my dad+mums family are no family, they knew he was sick, and dead and cremated(they were all part of it) but nobody was willing to contact me, because thanks to my dad, it is all my fault, what ever that may be....They forgot my >30 years address, really? yep!
I am also gonna change my last name due to that, that was the final straw.
So there is a lot to look out for...I realized that most of the madness is just outside the front door.
If they break down the front-door down its over for us, but it is not that far, yet? Oh time will tell.
Sorry a bit long, i just could not resist,
I wish you well.
Biologically, the human being prepares for crisis by picking the low hanging fruit to conserve energy. This human instict that outwardly looks like apathy or laziness during times of ease, rest or peace has been used against us by smarter people ( morally deficient psychopaths )... You know....bankers and their Ilk.
Sadly, I think peace breeds boredom, and horror relieves boredom until horror itself becomes boring.
Sadly - you may be right Justin...I was just discussing this with my wife this morning, how people have it way too easy. Comfort is the enemy, as Jocko says. That's why having values, and a sense of purpose/ knowing our gifts and talents in life keeps us entertained and contributing to society. Picasso hated children's toys, and was perfectly happy drawing all day.
What's the one thing that makes you happy, that doesn't rely on the approval or social norm of others? Once we can answer this, we raise ourselves up I believe.
I read something in Tao The Ching ( I think)
That one must always be aware of the traps of feeling too good. That seeking happiness in a world of suffering is an goal.
Seeking to relieve individual and collective suffering may well be a better objective?
This western goal of seeking happiness may well be a psy-op..... to make people sad.